Wednesday 27 July 2011

Wheel Chair : Life dictionary

About : Wheel Chair 
Picture : i shot it in a resting area on they way back to Cairo 
Thought : What a wheel chair represent ? handicap , petrification , freezing , despair . 
Reason : i was just waiting for my family to finish praying El Gomaa prayer , and under the heat of the sun , i was sitting infront of it , thought of a good picture it's gonna be if i took it , and hey there is no escape from my straying .
Possibility : that i may use it one day ? well , God only knows , but if i am too careful , then maybe it's a little possibility . There is the possibility of old age , recklessness , not very aware . Fate doesn't really depend on we doing the maths , but it helps to predict .
If : if it happened , i will try to look at the bright side . It would seem very hard for me if i am too attached to earthly pleasures . If i have a strong bond between me and God then it shouldn't be much of a problem . I would see what can i do to survive .
 Robert A. Heinlein quotes :

“Don't handicap your children by making their lives easy.” 




Wednesday 20 July 2011

The dark node


The electricity went out in the whole neighborhood . The individuals - supposedly members of the family - stopped doing whatever they were doing , it is dark . Under one roof , now what are they gonna do ?!  The father was out , working late at the hospital , the mother was on the phone but had to hang up to check upon her kids who were all occupying different entertaining appliances , PC , tv , and more PC s! 
The mother lit up couple of candles and put them in the living room , she heard her youngest child crying for her because she was scared of the darkness , so she picked her up from the coach facing the TV and went back her seat . The other two went out of their rooms and the middle daughter was murmuring , cursing . The eldest brother heard her , she was standing a few inches from his right side , he tried to reach out for a chair to take a seat until the light comes . He bumbed into his middle sister who was still murmuring and sighing , and he got his own share of curses and names , so he pushed her into a seat which was a coincidene that she fell on a chair , otherwise she would have fallen to the ground , and the state would be just worse and worse .
At that moment  , that they are in one room , in the darkness , under one roof . How frozen they were , they were silent . The mother was tickling her little child just a bit to break her bordum , she didn't see her little girl's face , but her laughter sounded so sweet . Reminded her of her middle daughter , she used to have a sweet laughter , nevertheless , she almost have forgotten it  , it's been a long time since she talked to her as a friend , or had her as a companion in the daily life . Busy life . She tried to recall when was the last family gathering , they didn't have a gather and a seat together for some years . They are growing up and becoming more self dependant , she felt  how she missed them , but being busy just couldn't allow her to feel it . 
They said as we proceed in technological progress , the weaker the family bonds get . How fragile now is a family's construction , how material they've grown to be . There are many other tight families out there , but unfortunately most of them are those of less education , family is what their life is about , no greater ambition , for women in most cases . 
They are born to breed . Once they get married , less educated people usually disappear from society , they no longer play a role in it - that if they had a role in the first place - It is dark , and they are silent . The mother thinks of her eldest son , where had he gone to all these days in the past . He usually stays over a friend for a couple of nights , and other nights were he comes home he just goes to sleep . How far did he get in his college life , does he get good grades ? is there some girl ....?
Wouldn't she have found the answers if she just asked him ? That would be naive , because she wouldn't just ask him right away after a long time of no seeing , no talkings , and no gatherings . Even if she did , he wouldn't just answer her ! He would just laugh at the situation , and ask her " are you going to play mom now ? "  . But hey , is this really her fault ? What about him ? Has he ever tried to talk to her ? Or is it because now this is how families are , so how can he be any different? 
He was having his own seas of thoughts , and - surprisingly - his thoughts matched hers , they met at a point . 
Their thoughts reached to the checkpoint where they should have reached in a vocal form , by which they exchange questions and answers , and explainations , and laughters ! Will they repeat the thoughts  - out loud - until the light comes ?!