' just figuring out '

well he just sat there , and the cup of hot chocolate was between his hands , it was her choice , cup of hot chocolate in that freezing cold evening ..
they sat in that cafeteria , as he offered her to have something warm after that long day full of classes and courses .
she seemed to be bothered with something , she just kept staring at her face's reflection in the cup . He didn't wanna gaze at her , he wasn't that kinda guy that would do that , they weren't close enough to share thoughts .So he only was silent and thought of asking - like any normal person would - what was wrong , she looked at him with her grey deep eyes ,and smiled ," ah , nothing , just things i am thinking of ".
Then he remembered a friend saying once that if someone wanted to be close to someone he should show care and sympathy .
he kept on doing so , " ok , is it something that i shouldn't know? i mean secret or something ? " , he assumed if he said so , that would be a nice attempt to show care .
" it's just silly matters , you know , studies , problems , misunderstanding ,...kinda stuff "
she answered in a shyness , she moved her fingers through her dark hair and put them behind her ears .
" oh , ok " , then he was silent again ....
" you know ," she said looking at him , he thought finally , here it comes .
" this girl , jina ..how muh i hate her right now !she wasn't supposed to do this ! not infront of everybody ..."
" what did she do? " , he asked , with curiosity .
" didn't you hear ?! she said to every one that i am weak and i can't own the leadership of the performance team for the welcome party ..,she said it behind my back ..i mean ..how could she ? " , she was alittle whispering , then she was about to yell .
He looked left to see if anyone one heard or noticed them , luckly they weren't , also there table was at the right corner , so there was no worries .
he didn't like the way she reacted , he wasn't of a much experience to deal with angry girls , especially with her , especially when he had a crush on her , and it was an important moment for him , sitting with her .
she sat properly on her chair and sighed , she looked away from him .
He had nothing in mind , he was just thinking and thinking and thinking , trying to catch the proper words to be said , but couldn't , till a while elapsed and really something was to be said .
she drifted her eyes at his . " why don't you say something ? "
he looked at hers and then took his eyes to somewhere else and he murmured . " uh .."
" indeed , you are something different , larry " ,she said with a smile .
" am i ? " , he asked .
" yep ! but it feels good , being with you " ,she said .
he was trembling , but he couldn't do anything but smile back . 
" you know , the best part in you is your silence ..i felt quite better " ..she laughed , " really " ,and confirmed .

he figured it out , silence was in his favor .
when he thought this would be his enemy , it turned to be his best method to use .

BE YOURSELF ..