invincible cairo

The city of everything . A life story from the western bank to the eastern one . Of lost greenery , and of a current concrete mountains . Of  a far away sighted great mosque on a hill , Of decaying tombs in the heart of the history's realm .A once blue thread of life coming from the south , and ending to the dirty outlet of the delta , an upside down pyramid , as if it is a sign drawn on our map , to tell us that is how our life is now , an upside down pyramid ...which is pointing down to Cairo , the master mind of Egypt , the muscles , the heart and the brain . She has no definite boundries , as she gives birth every minute to a new native that will set his house somewhere in the outskirts , because it's lands are way too expensive for a newcomer , now go there little child , when you grow up a little , she may find a place for you among your older brothers and sisters . But still she is like a holding grip to the blue thread that is the only thing that keeps her alive , she absorbs energy from all around her , like a black hole in the galaxy , that is going to explode after having so much energy in her core . She has older sisters in south the country , and also in the north , she is not the youngest , but she was too selfish to demand everything to be for her . And when she had everything that none else could've had , she looked outside her house , she opened Egypt's window and looked at her neighbours in the deserts , she thought she was superior , then she looked at the other way , the green mountains and meadows , there she found more superiority . Grew jealous like any other beautiful model who found someone that can challenge her , an other ...But her good children couldn't do any more good for her .She forgot herself , and went mad , she wants more!There were some little children who wanted more like she did , and convinced her they will bring her back the glory she once had , on one condition , to let them deal with the whole thing all by theirselves ..without sharing the plans with their other siblings She did agree , but then was fooled when she found out they were building their own glory ...while their siblings were working hard for their mother to keep her standing . Naturally , she got sick and weary , and if she gave birth to a new offspring , they were deformed ...defectied inheritance , and weak DNA , fading connectection to the true identity , strength ..brain washed past , mixed bread , not fully human shape ...So when the one identity gets mixed up with the external factors and intrudance , and internal defections  , the new born offspring finds himself with no basic purpose , and the older ones are either not acting about it , or weaping on the lost crown , or not trusting their successors to be trustworthy to handle the situation of their ill mother , and most importantly , the rest of her sisters as one big family ...and it's all about the family , if the family as a structural unit fell into pieces , each piece will pursuit it's own happiness , to the point that it might destruct the other pieces for the self's sake .Millions of Cairo's children now are in  need to leave their decacying mother , because she was invincing them with her massive charm to stay with her , and for a while they might get convinced , by smelling her every day morning herbal essence , and stoney brown walls of her old youth , and the night of gathering the whole family around the dinner table , in a cafe perhaps , and laughing about the invincing stories of their mother and how they dealt with it , but what if she has nothing left ? what if these old days are gone by the death of the fathers and mothers , what will we , or our childern hang on , if this is the nowaday Cairo of their childhood ? then she will be truely "invincible according to its name , but this time , to her own children. 

لحظة فلسفية

 هل جماعة الاخوان تقدم مرسي علي انه الأضحية بتاعتهم في تجربتهم النفوذية الأولي؟؟ هل بما يبدو عليه من "سرحان غريب " و تناحة  دليل علي ذلك ؟ هل مشهد "القصاص" الذي ظل المرشد يهمس بتلك الكلمة في أذن مرسي دليل علي أنه مُسير ؟؟ أهو أضحية سوف تحاسب علي خساير اليوم ؟ من أجل تجربة بديل أخر الغد ؟ و لكن بديل أكثر دهائا و  متخفي الهوية ؟ علي أنه مستقل؟؟ و لكن و رائه الجماعة ؟

first chapter of our first trial for an egyptian manga

assassin's creed ,one of the most amazing games that i have enjoyed playing and following it's story . it's incredible direction and production , with its touching sentimental music , and good story , but i gotta confess i still dunno what exactly it is talking about . i just learnt that it talks about templars ( people from the middle ages and till today , they are in organization ) and then there is this creed of assassins that ezio and altair and umm i forgot the nowadays grandson of those ancestors what is he called , i think ummm ...yea whatever his name is , they are another organization that have tasks to do against those templars ...all what i have to do is read more about it which i think am gonna do that now after i finish writing this ...

like always , i start with things and leave it unfinished , i stopped playing this game for a while now , but am still interested with how the story will go on 

i spoiled a scene for the 4th part in the game series , Ember part ...
i was bored so i found this video of 20 minutes of an old ezio , coughing and tired of life . so i watched it , here's the link :

i liked these last words he said which gives meaning to me and everyone who has goods in his life and doesn't feel them
"When I was a young man, I had liberty, but I did not see it. I had time, but I did not know it. And I had love, but I did not feel it. I can not seem to leave my past behind me. And I know at any moment, someone could come for me. Or my family. I knew I would not have enough time to do everything. Now I worry I do not have time to do anything."

اثنين للمناداة

في ظل جلوسي  في تلك الغرفة التي تحدد مصيري مع مرور الايام ، و الاحداث التي تحدث هناك ، و عشوائية تلك الغرفة و عدم ترتيبها ، مع وجود الماكيتات فوق بعضها  لمادة قد أخذناها و انا اعترف أني لم استفد منها بشئ سوي بضع معلومات قليلة جدا ...
ناداني انا و هي ، لننادي علي بقية الدكاترة حتي نجتمع ! و  شتان عندما نجتمع !!   قد أستغربت و لبيت الطلب ... و لكنني الآن افكر ، قد تكون اسماء عشوائية وردت في عقله و ناداها فقط ليطلب منهم هذا الطلب ، و ربما تكون تلك رمز علي انه أختار من هي أعلانا و من هي أسفلهم و هي أنا ، و هذا ما سوف يظل عليه الحال ..... وأنه مهما كان الاعتراض و مهما كان الاسف ، فسوف يجعلني دائما  أقلهم ... و ليس لي غير أن أقول يا رب ، فقط العدل ، العدل !

-هل مازلت مؤمن ؟
-بماذا ؟
-بالخير ؟
-نعم
-يا رجل ؟ بعد كل تلك الاحداث التي مرت بك ؟
-هذا لا شئ ...
-كيف ؟
-هناك من هو حاله أسوأ مني . رأيت طفلة اليوم ، احدي ساقيها مبتورة ، و أخذت ترقد و تأخذ خطواتها السريعة ، خطوة من ساقها الطبيعية ، و أخري من حديد ، و كانت تقوم بتوزيع أكياس المناديل الورقية علي الراكبين ، و تمازح تلك الجالسة هنا ، و ذلك الجالس هناك ، ثم ذهبت الي الركن الذي تقف فيه أمها ، و كان يبدو علي أمها الهم و الضيق من بلوي الدنيا التي تنزل علي الفقراء ، و أخذت تحادث أمها ، لحظتُ و هي تتحدث كأنها أمرأة ذات ال 30 ربيعا ، تتكلم و هي واعية و أحسست من كلامها و كأنها تهدئ من قلق أمها ، حتي نزلا في محطتهما ، و أخذت الام تجلس علي السلم ، بينما الفتاة تسلقت ببراعة احدي الدرجات و جلست علي حرفها ...كيف هي من داخلها يا تري ؟ كيف قلبها ؟
-نعم و لكن هذا واقعها ، و هؤلاء الناس معتادون علي المشاكل و تلك الحياة .
-لم سؤالك اذا ؟ أنا لا أجد هذا الذي يجعلني أكفر بالخير الذي لطالما كان متواجدا حتي في أبغض القلوب ، أنها مسألة نسب فقط ، نسبة الخير يطغي ام الشر علي قلب أحدهم ؟ نعم كرهتُ الكثير من المواقف التي حدثت لي  و لكن هناك شئُ يجعلني أشعر أن الخير يظهر ان أردت فقط أن تراه .

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for miren , 8th anniversary for our friendship , february 

اقتباس
"تعرفين؟ عدت لأرسم من جديد ."